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Dixie currently feels:
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Blog #59
1/5 of a Dairy Milk!
I suppose writing Regenbogen Streifen did something for my writing confidence...
I had to write a big fuck off analysis in Media Studies this morning.
I shan't lie and say it was a piece of piss, because I did struggle with it a little. I did get around a page done, but I do think it was a load of shite.
At least I wasn't as dramatic as the last time. But saying that, I was in a worse position last time.
I met up with Shelly after the lesson, walked into town and got our lunches. We ate them back in college at around 11:45. I got my usual sarnie - the slag was proper skimpy with the chicken mayo today for some reason...
I'd printed out a copy of Regenbogen Streifen - I let Shelly read it.
As I did expect, it upset her.
I'm still not allowing myself to let Ashleigh read it. She was upset by Carving - and Regenbogen is far far worse, emotion-wise.
When we were sat with Lewis and Danny later in the day - we all chipped in and went fifths on a Dairy Milk.
Lmfao, seriously. Talk about scummy students - sharing out a single bar of chocolate. Honestly. 
I was sat beside Ashleigh - all day I'd been thinking about Regenbogen Streifen.
I started to get upset, so I cried with my head down. I put my hand on Ash's lap and she squeezed my hand.
I can't describe how happy that made me... 
