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Dixie currently feels:
Negative
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Blog #74
Incredibly Bland Thursday
Media Studies is really getting to be a pain in the arse.
I don't mind doing the coursework - on the contrary, the coursework is quite fun at times.
Today we had to watch the opening sequence to Hot Fuzz and take notes on it.
Then we had to answer exam-style questions about it - ARGHHHH, PAIN IN THE ARSE.
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I had an appointment with Dianne at 11 - today mainly discovering my returning Ash-paranoia, which recently, is at all all-time-high. Gah.
I couldn't be arsed going into town for lunch, so I indulged once more in the processed fried goodness from the refectory. I chose a cheeseburger with chips and a can of 7up.
Shelly is mint at timing sometimes - no sooner as I'd sat myself down to eat, she came along and sat with me.
Ashleigh came in at her usual time of half 12. We got bored after a while, so we went in the LRC.
I decided here I would show Ash the thing I made last night on Photoshop. I'd shown it to Lewis after our Media Studies lesson, just before my appointment with Dianne.
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Last night, I made this:
Using some photographs I took at the end of yesterday's photography lesson - I rounded off the corners, blurred the edges, added a black border - then I used two different layers - left the heart the real colour and made everything else greyscale.
It has a double-meaning too.
It can be taken literally - as Ashleigh actually IS holding a heart - or it can be viewed as my love for her that she doesn't know what to do with, as she doesn't really want it.
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I do silly things sometimes.
I did a silly thing today.
I was waiting for Ash to come out of the ground floor lift from the LRC - I was stood at the top of the wonky stairs.
...I don't know if what I did was revenge for her making me feel so shit last Saturday, but - I spat on her from the top of the stairs.
I'd warned her though - at first I was only messing around, but I did end up doing it.
Fortunatley, I didn't hit her head - I splattered the back of her wheelchair.
I felt bad about it - I wiped her down afterwards, apologising profusely.
She cuddled me after B block too - telling me it was okay, I'd just been silly as usual.
I hope she meant it...
I don't know if Ash would lie to me or not. 
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The remainder of my night was spent eating cakes, drinking Coca-Cola and playing through dungeons on Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles.
I also managed to fix my Guitar Hero Community account - so I celebrated with a few songs on Expert.
My scores are sending - but they don't seem to be sending to the challenges I'm involved in. Hmmmmmmmmmmm...
